Super soup…

On Monday, as squeaky and non-existent as my voice was (and still is) I took a phone call from Abel and Cole, a company that delivers organic veg boxes (among other things) to your door.  I used to have boxes from them a number of years ago.   However, the delivery company (a big one) wrecked so many items of produce on so many occasions that I cancelled the boxes.  Not because I was disatisfied with them, not by a long shot, but because of the careless attitude of the delivery company.

Well, on Monday I started up a weekly order of a small fruit and veg box (£12.99, delivered) and it arrived today!  I also got a free cook book (which is full of meat/fish/poultry recipes so will be donated to a friend – I’m a vegetarian!).  My fourth box will be free if I remain with them.

The best thing of all about Abel and Cole is that you can choose to dislike foods, and also decline a particular choice for the week’s box as long as you do it by the deadline they set (for me it’s midnight on Monday into Tuesday).

Blooming marvellous!

So, my box arrived this morning, courtesy of their own van and driver.  In it were potatoes, onions, carrots, parsnips, broccoli, grapes, apples and bananas, all organic!

So, lunchtime, I ‘celebrated’ by making a soup.  Here’s what I did.  There’s enough here for 4 servings for starters or two servings for hungry people.

1.  Finely chop and onion and gently fry in butter in a saucepan.

2. Dice two carrots, one parsnip, one sweet potato and add to the pan and gently fry.

3.  Add a heaped teaspoon of mild curry paste and stir into the veggies.

4. Add some red split lentils (a generous handful), several finely chopped dried apricots, and chopped garlic (as much as you like) and stir to coat with the butter and spice mixture.

5. Add water so that the level is around 1″ above the veggies and lentils.  Bring to the boil.

6. Add some vegetable stock cubes or bouillon powder, salt and pepper to taste.

7.  Simmer until lentils are cooked (around 40 minutes).

I served this with some roasted garlic sour dough bread and butter.  The sour dough bread was a nice contrast to the sweet spiciness of the soup.

Even if say so myself, it was rather yummy and hit the right spot on a cold, wet day at home with me not feeling too good (still no voice, a cough and splutter to add to it too).

It was a nice way to celebrate completing my hypnotherapy essay!

Lost…

… one voice.  Stolen sometime last night.  If found please return.

Yup, I have acute laryngitis yet again.  My voice has completely vanished.  I discovered this when I got into work this morning, went to say ‘morning’ to a colleague and all that came out was a random squeak.

A two hour wait in the doctor’s surgery to be seen and I’ve been told to stay off work for at least a week, possibly two.   Total voice rest – no whispering, as that’s worse than talking.  I’m a teacher, so no voice means no can do my job…not unless they’d let me teach via Tweets or text messages – which I very much doubt!

Ho hum…what to do that doesn’t involve my voice…art…hypnotherapy script creating and essay writing…reading…film watching…practising my listening skills…

Today’s abstract psychedelic crazy art is…

abstract18Feb12©Angela Porter 2012

6.5″ x 9.25″ approx.

Sakura Glaze pen outline, various metallic pencils, paints and pens to fill in the design.

Totally lack inspiration for a title for this piece.  Inspiration from observations of ammonites, Romanesque and Gothic architecture, formanifera, leaf skeletons, webs…and just my imagination and intuitive way of creating art.  Turning black into glorious colour once again!

For Sharon

For Sharon © Angela Porter 16 Feb 2012

24cm x 17cm (approx 9″ x 6.5″)

Sakura Glaze outline with various metallic pencils, pens and paints to colour on black card.

Done for a friend at work for her office – it’s been long promised!

My Confused Heart

MyConfusedHeart14Feb12©Angela Porter 2012

8″ x 4″ or 20cm x 10cm

Black technical drawing pen, watercolours and various metallic paints/pens.

The next in the “My Heart” series, which is accompanying me on the inner work I’m doing at the moment through meditation and also hypnosis (which is adjunct to me training as a hypnotherapist). I think they’re my current version of mandalas – though not worked ‘in the round’.

Confused certainly describes this one. I feel I’ve gone over the top with the sparkles and shimmers and ornamentation. There are places that are calmer, and they seem to be breaking through the more confused, busy places.

Of course, you may see other things in it.

My scarred heart…

My Scarred Heart 5Feb12©Angela Porter 2012

8″ x 5″.  Inktense pencils with a water wash, fine black drawing pen and metallic watercolour pencils on watercolour paper.

Over the past couple of weeks or so, my emotions have been in a fair amount of turmoil, and this drawing has flowed out from my core.  I finally settled down enough to complete it today.  The turmoil has prevented me from settling to do much art lately, and I find my inspiration has gone somewhat.  I know it will return, eventually, it always does.  For now, however, I think it’s time for healing to occur in other ways, though art always has a part to play as a meditative activity.

Searching for self-love

Searching for self-love 1©Angela Porter 2012

A teeny-tiny fussy little drawing at just 15cm x 15cm.  It’s worked in black fine line pen, Zig Art and Graphic Twins with water wash provide the colours and iridescent gold water colour paint provides the highlights.

Just the thing to keep my slightly busy now I’m feeling on the mend.

Queasy … and Kindles…

Queasiness …

I’m feeling rather queasy, and have for the past couple of days, so I’m taking time off work; proximity to a bathroom is very much required, and I will not gross or bore with the details.

Kindles …

Well, I’ve finally done it.  I’ve bought a Kindle 3G.  I’ve been humming and ahhing about one for a long time.  However, the overwhelming number of books in my home, the need to build up a library of books on hypnotherapy, the ability to store readings/talks/speeches I give to groups of people and carry them in a small, lightweight device which has clear text to see, and no doubt other uses I have not thought of yet for it, has won me over.

I found a seller on eBay with them for just under £100, and with next day delivery the bill came to around £102 – nearly a £50 saving on amazon.co.uk’s prices!

My only problem will be what books to get first on it … hypnotherapy, novels, other topics of interest, or Rupert Sheldrake’s new book The Science Delusion.  I don’t know, but I suspect hypnotherapy will heavily feature in my purchasing over the coming months.

Etsy shop!

I took a couple of plunges concerning my art in the last few days.  One was to set up an account with ARTFLAKES where some of my art will be available as printed canvasses, art prints and greetings cards.  The other was to open an Etsy shop.  I’ve just uploaded my first items to my Etsy shop, and they are three recently created ACEO cards, each of which is just 3½” by 2½” in size.  I do have others lurking around the house somewhere, and they’ll be added, along with other arty and crafty stuff I create.

A big step for me, a plunge even, as I need to find outlets for my creations, for others to acquire and share in the enjoyment I experience when I create and the love that goes into my creations.

Here’s the three ACEO cards – very simple, but that’s me at this moment in time as I rebalance my emotions from the revelations and emotional turmoil of the last few days…

Love 1 © Angela Porter 2012

Initial a © Angela Porter 2012

Daisy, daisy © Angela Porter 2012

Just what is tradition?

As you may have noticed, I’ve been pondering tradition and what it’s all about for the past few days. The pondering has all been brought about by the fact that as a single person there seems no point to me in celebrating a religious festival that I don’t believe in. I also disagree with rank consumerism that the holiday is endowed with, as well as the glitter and glitz of hopes for a better world after the big day (or days if you include New Years day), hopes that, from my experience, prove to be false unless you can change either yourself or your circumstances to make it better.

Yes, I’m cynical.

However, I do find the traditions of Great Britain interesting, particularly their history and origins. I’ve been trying to work out why this is and what purpose it servers for me, what it means for me in terms of my life and how I approach traditions.

My first step has been to read about what ‘tradition’ means, and Wikipedia has been my first stop, and here are some of the bits of the article I found interesting.

A tradition is a ritual, belief or object passed down within a society, still maintained in the present, with origins in the past.  Traditions can persist and evolve for thousands of years … and new traditions continue to appear today.  While it is commonly assumed that traditions have ancient history, many traditions have been invented on purpose, whether that be political or cultural, over short periods of time.

Orignially, traditions were passed orally, without the need for a writing system.  Tools to aid this process include poetic devices such as rhyme and alliteration…and form part of an oral tradition.  Even such traditions, however, are presumed to have originated (been invented by humans) at some point.  Traditions are often presumed to be ancient, unalterable, and deeply important, though they may sometimes be much less ‘natural’ than is presumed.  Some traditions were deliberately invented for one reason or another, often to highlight or enhance the importance of a certain institution.  Traditions may also be adapted to suit the needs of the day, and the changes can become accepted as part of the ancient tradition.  Tradition also changes slowly, with the changes from one generation to the next not being seen as significant.  Thus, those carrying out the traditions will not be consciously aware of the change, and even if a tradition undergoes major changes over many generations, it will be seen as unchanged.

Many objects, beliefs and customs can be traditional.  Rituals of social interaction can be traditional, with phrases and gestures, such as saying ‘thank you’, sending greetings cards etc.  Tradition can also refer to larger concepts practised by groups (e.g. family traditions at Christmas), organisations (e.g. company’s picnic) or societies (e.g. public holidays).

An invented tradition is a new practice or object that is introduced in a manner that implies a connection with the past that is not necessarily present.  A tradition my be deliberately created and promulgated for personal, commercial, political or national self interest; or it may be adopted rapidly based on a highly publicised event, rather than developing and spreading organically, which occurred in the case of the white wedding dress, which only became popular after Queen Victoria wore a white gown at her wedding.  Most of the traditions of the monarchy, seen as rooted deep in history, actually date to the C19th.

Invented traditions are a central component of modern national cultures, providing a commonality of experience and promoting the unified national identity espoused by nationalism.

At Dictionary.com the definitions of tradition include:

  • The handing down of statements, beliefs, legends customs, information, etc. from generation to generation, especially by word of mouth or by practice.
  • A long-established or inherited way of thinking or acting.
  • A continuing pattern of culture beliefs or practices.

And the absolute gem of my Googling – the transcript of one of the BBC Reith Lectures, 1999 – Lecture 3 – Tradition – Delhi, given by Professor Anthony Giddens.

In my view, it is entirely rational to recognise that traditions are needed in society. We shouldn’t accept the Enlightenment idea that the world should rid itself of tradition altogether. Traditions are needed, and will always persist, because they give continuity and form to life.

Tradition can perfectly well be defended in a non-traditional way – and that should be its future. Ritual, ceremonial and repetition have an important social role, something understood and acted upon by most organisations, including governments. Traditions will continue to be sustained insofar as they can effectively be justified – not in terms of their own internal rituals, but as compared to other traditions or ways of doing things.

I think for me, I’m coming to realise that the importance of traditions, as stated above, are that they give continuity and form to life.  What I will struggle with is whether they have meaning for me for me to celebrate, meaning for me as an intellectual pursuit, or meaning for me as something to observe/experience/witness.  Whichever I do, I am still taking part in that tradition and so becoming part of it in some way, and maybe that is the most important realisation of all of this rambling, digging and delving.