Shimmer Doodles

Shimmer Doodle 1


Shimmer Doodle 1 © Angela Porter 2010

It was suggested by Sonja Gartner on Paintings I Love that I try working on dark backgrounds using gel pens.  So, I’ve had a play, and the work above is the result of that, though getting a good image of something that shimmers and glows is not easy.

It’s just a doodle on A4 black card using various metallic, glitter and pastel gel pens (including Sakura Souffle, Glaze and Gellyroll pens, with some new ones acquired from Stamposaurus), metallic coloured pencils and metallic/iridescent/pearlescent watercolour paints made by Cosmic Shimmer.

It took many hours to complete the doodle, and I thoroughly enjoyed it, though the choice of the purple pastel souffle pen to do the outlines was not the best one, but you live and learn!

This also kept my inner magpie happy – the part of me that loves shimmer and glisten and things shiny and bright.  And there is something so nice about turning the dark to light, which is perhaps a metaphor for my life and my purpose in life!

Anyway, the pleasure in working this way led me to hunting down suppliers of various gel pens online and ordering more to work with, both on black/dark backgrounds and light backgrounds.  I ordered a load of Uni-Ball gel pens from TigerPens, and the arrived this morning!  More toys to play with!  Yay.  I also ordered a few more Sakura pens from Stamposaurus, and they have yet to arrive.

Tesserae Carnivale 1


Tesserae Carnivale 1 © Angela Porter 2010

This is a tiny piece of art, something that started as a ‘lets try it and see’ and ended up being finished!  It’s around 10.5cm x 9cm.  The outlines are worked in Sakura Glaze in a light green.  The sections are coloured with watercolour paints.  No metallics.  No shimmers.  When the Glaze pen dries, it leaves a raised up line, which is perfectly reminiscent of stained glass windows.  It would’ve been more stained-glass-like if I’d used a black pen, but I didn’t have a Glaze pen in black, but will soon have.

Fun to do, fun to pick out shapes/patterns/layers in different colours as well as to play with complementary colours again.  I do so love bright colours.

And, yes, I’d love to have a stained glass window a little like this in my home … it would colour the room with a glorious rainbow of colour!

Punky Night – A Somerset Custom

Pumpkin3 © Angela Porter October 2010

It’s Punky Night tonight
It’s Punky Night tonight
Give us a candle, give us a light
It’s Punky Night tonight!

This is one of the verses of a song changed by children as they carry their ‘punkies’, or Jack O’ Lanterns around villages in Somerset, England, UK and, in times past, begging for candles.  In the village of Hinton St George, Punky, or Punkie, Night is the last Thursday in October.

Other variations on the verse include,

It’s Punky Night tonight
It’s Punky Night tonight
Adam and Eve would not believe
It’s Punky Night tonight!

It’s Punky Night tonight
It’s Punky Night tonight
Give me a candle, give me a light

If you don’t, you’ll get a fright!
It’s Punky Night tonight

It’s Punky Night tonight
It’s Punky Night tonight
Give me a candle, give me a light
If you haven’t a candle, a penny’s alright

It’s Punky Night Tonight!

If you want to sing-a-long with the words, visit “The Punky Night Song” webpage!

The threat of something not nice happening if a person didn’t give the children something compares to the more modern tradition of ‘trick or treat’.

Punkies are made from a mangold-wurzel, or a large turnip, in a similar manner to modern Hallowe’en pumpkins.  The top is cut off, the insides scooped out and designs are cut into the outer skin, leaving a thin membrane intact.  Scary faces are common, but there are many examples of more creative designs.  A lighted candle is then placed inside to shine through the cuts.

Despite the usual assumptions that this custom is an ancient one, there is little evidence of its existence before the C20th.  Various nights in late October served for this custom, but Hinton St George eventually settled on the last Thursday in October.  At one time, it seems to have been a simple house-visiting custom, but members of the local Women’s Institute reorganized it in the mid twentieth century.  It is now celebrated by a procession of children carrying their punkies, and a party where prizes for the best designs are given, a Punkie King and Punkie Queen are crowned and money is raised for charity.

A local legend purports to explain the custom’s origin.  One version of the legend is that the village menfolk went to Chiselborough Fair, and got too drunk to find their way home.  Their wives fashioned lanterns out of mangold-wurzels and went to fetch them.   There are variations on the tale, in some the menfolk make the lanterns, in others the drunken menfolk are scared by the lanterns scary faces believing them to be ghosts of dead children returning to the Earth until Hallowe’en.  The neighbouring village of Lopen claims the custom (and legend) as their own, and other villages have started their own punkie nights.

As a child, I remember helping to carve Jack O’ Lanterns from swedes.  Pumpkins were not a common item then.  It wasn’t easy work either, and my father usually took control of matters very quickly, at least by hollowing out the swede so that we could carve the designs into the shell more easily and with less likelihood of us cutting off our fingers, or worse!  The smell of cooking swede pervaded the house once the candle was lit; whenever I smell cooking swede I get get flashbacks to childhood Hallowe’en, before it became dominated by ‘trick or treat’ and the various forms of antisocial behaviour that occur on that night, and the surrounding nights.  We had our own Hallowe’en party in our home, with local friends visiting with us.  The living room was decorated with blood-red crepe paper streamers, home-made black bats and spiders and webs.  Candle light was the order of the evening.  We made ghoulish food that involved a lot of food dye!  Ducking apples, bobbing apples were always played. And the climax of the proceedings involved the  delivery and display of Captain Blood’s Cake, dripping with blood-coloured icing and ghastly green writing and a single candle placed in the middle of the cake.  This heralded the beginning of ghostly and ghoulish stories.  They would start with a tale about Captain Blood, and then would go onto other things as we children would exercise our imaginations to tell tales, add to the tale being told, and scaring ourselves with what we found most fearful.  It must be said there was a lot of laughing as well!  These were perhaps some of the best times of my childhood … even though I was most probably too shy to tell the tales, my imagination would run away with me and everyone would make fun of me, and I still bear those scars today, finding it hard to tell stories, write tales, be imaginative.  I’ll get over it though.  I will.

The drawing of a pumpkin punkie was done using a very fine technical drawing pen (0.1mm) and watercolour paints on cartridge paper.  The sketch was completed very quickly, the painting took a little longer as the white purry-furry one wanted to help/hinder by demanding cuddles and fusses!   I then fiddled with it in GIMP2 to make it more vibrant in colour, more blurry and better looking than the original!  I have a couple more done that I’ll use to decorate any entries I do about Hallowe’en.

  1. Steve Roud, “The English Year”
  2. Punkie Night at information-britain.co.uk
  3. Punkie Night at Monstrous.com
  4. It’s Punky Night! at wyrdwords.vispa.com
  5. Ronald Hutton, “The Stations of the Sun”
  6. Punkie Night at wikipedia
  7. Jack o’ Lanterns at wikipedia
  8. Jacqueline Simpson and Steve Roud, “A Dictionary of English Folklore”

Sixteen squares

 

My first sixteen squares for KAS
Sixteen squares.

Sixteen squares done!

These have been knitted or crocheted in either double knitting, aran or chunky yarns for Knit-A-Square.  Some are kitting in stocking stitch with moss stitch or garter stitch borders.  Others have been knitted with a textured design on them, again with the borders.  One even has a flower on it – stocking stitch and reverse stocking stitch are the contrasting stitches – a pattern adapted from “Blankets and Throws to Knit” by Debbie Abrahams.  A couple have been knitted diagonally in garter stitch.  And there’s even a couple of crocheted ‘granny squares’!  I have spent time keeping notes of what sized needles I’ve used, the number of stitches in a square, the patterns used, in a little notebook.

Crocheting is not a skill I’ve been able to come anywhere near perfecting.  I can just about manage granny squares.  Simple edgings too.  But that’s it.  Knitting is more my thing.  I must admit it was fun to knit the flower from the book as a textured pattern rather than in colours – I need to seriously practice my intarsia knitting!  I did try to make it in colours, but I got holes and uneven areas; it’s been a very long time since I did any such knitting.

I’ve found a lot of fun and joy and pleasure in knitting these little squares.  They let me practice different techniques, play with different yarns, and learn new tricks.  They’re small enough that they’re finished quite quickly and the materials/tools are easy to carry around so that knitting can be done on trains and so on; to take the blazer I’m knitting with me would need a large bag and plenty of room to accomplish job – not always available on a train, for instance, and not always sensible to take a huge bag of stuff with me anywhere.  I’m hoping that their small size will allow me to become more creative with the designs as time goes on…with the limited number of stitches to make a square it’s a challenge!

The other good thing about this for me is that the size of the project is not overwhelming for me.  I’m not making a huge number of squares of a certain size in order to create a blanket/throw/shawl.  Each square is a complete item in its own right, and will become part of something much larger.  I do have a problem with projects that overwhelm me with their enormity, such as knitting a large number of squares to make a blanket/throw, or writing a story (let alone a book), or a large and complex piece of art or jewellery or clearing the garden.  Something I need to work on turning around … and until then, I’ll work on projects that either don’t overwhelm me, or I can push myself a little bit into something bigger than I would usually do, or sneak up on ones that would ordinarily overwhelm me and surprise myself!

Once I shake this cold/flu/pharyngitis off then I’ll no doubt start to practice contemplative knitting as a way of developing mindfulness, with the aid of tips from the book “Mindful Knitting” by Tara Jon Manning.  But that is for another day.  At the moment I’m still coughing, sniffing, blowing my nose and generally feeling off-colour still.

 

Rainy Saturday

I love the sound of rain, I really do.  There’s something very soothing and calming about it when indoors and warmly cuddled up under a noo-noo (cuddly blanket) or quilt.  I will have to venture forth later to acquire some vittles (there isn’t a single banana in my humble home, which is serious!).

I am on the mend from the tonsilitis/cough/flu that has given me a horrid case of pharyngitis and the doctor has signed me off work until 1st November.  I’m feeling better today, though a little woozy most probably from the drowsy version of Benyllin cough mixture which did give me some hours of sleep last night.

All the down time has given me a chance to do a serious amount of knitting – I have a small pile of squares for KAS done, and another gown or three for Cuddles.  But with no charged batteries for my camera, I can’t take any photos of them!

Sicky, poorly, baaaaad.

Yeuch!  I’m ill!

I’ve been off work for the last week.  It started with a cough and a sore throat and has turned into tonsilitis, a very sore throat and a wracking cough.  I’m on antibiotics and on the mend, but feel as if I’ve been through the wringer.

To cap it all I lost a filling Friday night, so that involves waiting to be seen by my dentist as I’m not in pain and it’s not an emergency.  My DVD player broke on me yesterday which wouldn’t normally be an issue, but when I’m like I am now all I want to do is to cwtch up under my ‘noo noo’ (a thick and cuddly fleecy blanket) and watch nice films/programmes and sip warm drinks and nibble nice foods.

Knitting

All this quiet time has given me the chance to just knit while I watch DVDs.  I did buy a set of circular knitting needles and a set of brightly coloured aluminium crochet hooks from Knitterknacks on eBay.co.uk, and I was amazed when the items were delivered this morning!  Now, there’s service for you!  I have a good range of sizes now to keep me busy.

I have made a few tiny baby gowns and blankets for Cuddles and I will be seeing to finishing the last couple off and getting them in the post soon.  I also have some 8″ squares to send to Knit-A-Sqaure so they may be made into blankets for needy children in South Africa.  I’m also knitting a moss-stitch blazer for myself in purple aran yarn.  I try to split my time evenly between the various projects, which is fun for me as I don’t get bored doing the same thing!  The squares and baby clothes are fun to do as they are much quicker to complete than my large blazer (I’m not a tiny nor thin lady …).  I have forgotten the pleasure I get from creating this way.  In time, I’ll find the confidence to create my own patterns … more so as I shrink in size when the time is right for my protective layer of fat to be lost.

Bye, bye Smartiepants

Well, just after 4pm this evening, I waved a tearful goodbye to Smartiepants, my first SmartCar.  She has gone to be dismantled and recycled.  Hopefully parts of her will be transplanted into other SmartCars to keep them running healthily.

I will have fond memories of our time and trips together, of the great fun I had in driving her, of the places we went to.

I will try to put to one side the not so good memories of all the repairs, breakdowns, trials and tribulations that came with her.

I believe she was much used and abused by her previous owner(s), and I was able to give her the tlc she needed to survive another 4 years.  We had good times together.  And I’m sure this was all for the best.

So, bye bye, and thank you for all the fun times Smartiepants.

And hello to Foxy Voxy, the Vauxhall Corsa…time will tell if I’ve made a wise choice and a good buy this time…

13th October 1307…

At dawn on 13th October 1307, the simultaneous arrest of all the Knights Templar in France occurred, on the orders of King Phillip IV.  This led to the suppression of the order, as well as the torture and execution of many of the Knights, including the last Grand Master, Jacques de Molay.

Much mythology has grown up around the Templars, but I much prefer the solid facts!  I started a little journey around the remaining Templar sites in the UK a few years ago, a journey that has been postponed over time with recurrent car problems, but one I will finish one day, as well as to journey to other countries to visit their remaining buildings, sketching, painting and writing as I go.

As much as I enjoy legend, superstition, folklore and myth in other contexts, I seem to have problems with it in connection with the Templars.  Perhaps that is just the inner archaeologist, scientist coming out in me!

Knights Templar at www.middle-ages.org.uk

Knights Templar at Wikipedia

Car update…

11:22 BST

Insurance is sorted for the Corsa.

I’ve got in touch with RAW2K about having the SmartCar scrapped.  Just waiting to hear from them about it…

Need a person to remove radio from SmartCar.  Must remember to remove all belongings from her too.

Almost all done!

20:44 BST

Just spoke with Jason from RAW2K about the SmartCar.  One of their companies is going to be in touch tomorrow about picking her up.  He’s going to put a note on the email to them asking if they’ll remove the radio for me when they come.

Nearly all sorted then …

And I just had the scariest journey of my life, possibly.  Two old ladies came to pick me up from the train station in Ponty this evening to go do a talk in Merthyr.  They entered into the station the wrong way.  Then they reversed into the railing near me damaging the rear bumper and the brake light glass.  The journey to Merthyr was … scary … as the ability to read the road or follow instructions like ‘go into the left hand lane’ was understood as ‘turn left’.  On the way back the driver managed to turn right onto a roundabout, much to the hilarity of a group of drinkers outside a pub.  Luckily a kind young lass in an old Clio came along and stopped the traffic so the car could be reversed back to the sliproad and then go around the roundabout the right way … kind of.

I think I just had a few years taken off my life!

Remind me to NEVER accept a lift from aged drivers again … I’m beginning to thing that after a certain age a re-test should be compulsory, and perhaps every so often after a certain age to ensure the drivers understand the rules of the road!!!

Sunday wittering

Trains

Anyone would think Mercury is retrograde with all the transport problems I’ve had lately!

Today it  continued.  I had a talk to give in Cardiff around 11am.  I’d checked train times and there was one from my local station at 10:09 that would get me there by around 10:30am – perfect!  I also have a talk in Merthyr this evening, and so was going to travel by train there.   I wandered down to the train station for around 10:00 to give me time to get tickets for both journeys.

I got there to find that all the trains between Cardiff and Treherbert, Merthyr Tydfil, Aberdare and Rhymney had been replaced by buses.

Wouldn’t have been a problem except the bus journey takes twice as long as the train and I’d be too late for the talk this morning.  So, I phoned the organiser (thank goodness for mobile phones!) who was gracious enough to say not a problem she’d sort something out.  I think phoned the organiser for this evenings talk, and she said she’d come and pick me up and bring me back again afterwards.

Its no one’s fault really.  I knew I should have checked for engineering works over the weekend, and didn’t.  Ho hum!

Personal Progress

It’s at times like this, when I recognise how I would have reacted in the past to these kinds of situations, that I realise how much positive work has been done through the counselling sessions I have.

In the past I would have been blaming myself, really taken myself on a guilt trip that would lead to a dark place.  I wouldn’t have slept, would have worried myself stupid, found it hard to organise myself or do anything by myself.

This time, and this is not the first time I’ve had a car die on me, I’ve coped really well.  I do need to find my insurance details so I can arrange the insurance for the Corsa. I need to find the log-book for the SmartCar so I can arrange for it to be sold for parts/breaking/scrap.  And I need someone who can take the radio out of the SmartCar and install it in the Corsa for me.  I’m fact, I’m quite pleased with myself, and that in itself is a big step forward for me too.

Knitting

I have a couple of premature baby wraps and funeral gowns now made to send to Cuddles.  I have, and am, enjoying the process of knitting.  The book on Mindful Knitting arrived on Friday, and I’ve quickly scanned the introductions and some of the sections about how knitting can be a mindful practice, and I recognise much of it as a process I enter into when I find myself lost in art, not that I’ve done much art lately – wool, knitting needles, patterns, finished items and other paraphernalia of the craft cover the table I usually use to do art upon.  Today, though, I got a small wicker laundry basket that has a linen liner  to keep the yarns and stuff in in an attempt to have them easily to hand but also neatly in one place instead of scattered all over.  That purchase was one of the good things from not going to Cardiff this morning and walking through my town to do some shopping.  I don’t think the basket is big enough on getting it home, but it will help to organise things, so long as the puss-cat doesn’t decide they are there for him to mess with!

Cars

Well, my fears about finding a replacement car have been allayed and I’ll soon be independently mobile again.

A friend at school had an old (1995 M reg) Vauxhall Corsa 1.2LS for sale at a reasonable price.  The car looks like this, kind of. I went to see and test drive it last night, after doing a bit of research into car sales prices and reliability and cost of repair.  Repairs and servicing should be a lot cheaper and easier – it’s got far less mechanical stuff to go wrong with it!  I guess that parts are easily available for it too.  So that is a bonus and a big part of the reason for me to buy, as well as it being well within my very limited budget, both now and for the foreseeable future.

The Corsa has a full 12 months MOT on it, but I have to tax it, which is £122 for a whole year.  It’s mileage is a lot higher than my friend said – its currently at 118k.  I’ve been advised by another person to get the timing belt changed on it asap.  But it sounds like it’s running as sweet as a nut, drives well…so it seems.  There’s a not well painted quarter-panel, which I can live with.  A car is a tool for me, not a status symbol.  There’s no real signs of rust, though there is a little patch near the passenger door that needs a bit of attention.

So I agreed on £300 for the car.  I am no good at haggling!  It’s much, much less than it would cost me to have my smartcar repaired, even with the timing belt being changed!  I now need to find the log book for the smartcar, find someone who can remove the radio from the Smartcar for me (the radio in the Corsa doesn’t have a cd-player nor a jackplug for an mp3 player), arrange for it to be scrapped, and organise insurance for the Corsa.

Let’s hope that buying from a friend I see nearly every day and who would be really embarrassed if the car fails will work out better than buying from either a trade car centre or from a stranger …

It took a lot of thought and talking things through with various people to help me weigh up the pros and cons of fixing or scrapping the Smartcar and then getting a cheap car within my budget.  In the end, it was one conversation about the events of Tuesday night on Wednesday morning that led to  me seeing the car last night and firmly saying ‘I’ll buy it’.  I know it may seem crazy not to go and look at others, but I had a ‘feeling’ that this would work out right – not just that it was easy, but that it was too much of a coincidence to ignore.  I’ll try trusting my instincts this time…

My tight financial situation won’t last forever.  I’m literally paying for a lax attitude towards money over the last 12 or so years.  But in just a few years time at the most I’ll be in a position to be able to buy a new car, and that car will be a Smartcar!  Brand new.  With full warranty and so on.  Even my grim experience of my Smartcar hasn’t put me off them.  It was great fun to drive!  It was my fault for managing to find myself a total lemon!